June 21, 2016 : John Legend - All of Me

This used to be my favorite song till my ex-date sang it to me. He looked at me with his sad eyes cause i was about to bid farewell to him. Eversince that day, whenever this song plays, i can see his eyes saying that he's being serious but at the same time, he couldn't do anything. I don't like it cause I feel guilty. I mean his mistakes are still bearable.. But for me, one will lead to another one.However, I secretly like to play this song when i'm alone. Funny how the song can make your heart feel uneasy and bittersweet.

June 7, 2016 : The Life Cycle

I had never imagined that i'll be who I am today. Not that I've achieved the world record for being famous and wealthy etc but how comfortably i am living in a decent place somewhere over Melbourne, also not to worry what to eat everyday. When the basic needs are fulfilled, actually you may start to wonder how blessed you are. 

Let's just assume that i'm easily pleased. Others always refer me as the happy go lucky person, but some also say that I'm one because i have never been through the bitterness of life. Erm, a year ago when I first came Melbourne, I shopped like mad. Every single day I hang out, I'll bring some junk home with me too, it may be some clothes, typo stuff, or even a bag and of course shoes. *shakes head*

Many people got too caught up with what they're doing that they forget how fast the life cycle is and how life cycle may differ from one to another. Well for some Buddhist, they believe in Karma which i know there's something like Instant Karma means that you'll get the consequences of what you have done in the same life too. Or else, in another life. Buddhist also believe in Reincarnation which means life after death. I agreed to both because as I know, every human being has soul. The soul will come out of your body after death and will go either to heaven and rest first before reborn time comes or you'll be a ghost; mainly because you can't accept your own death. 

So here is the very simple life cycle 

The life cycle: BEFORE BIRTH

It's a common knowledge that babies are made out of egg and sperm. Fetus will stay in woman's womb for 9 months before they come out. Many couples lost their baby halfway, or sometimes not even halfway, or even when babies are born! doctors gonna tell you many scientific reason but for me, scientific reasons are occupied with karma. As when you lose something that belong to you, you instantly feel sad. Imagine those mom-to-be who has been waiting for the baby. For several months having the fetus in the womb, mom-to-be feel instantly connected to the baby resulting mom's eternal love to the baby. Really, which mom doesn't love their babies.